I Wish

I wish I had some regrets
There are days I try to find one

I wish my heart could skip a beat again
When I hear my neighbor call his son

I wish I could say anything
Just anything to keep your honor

I wish my eyes will tear up
But there’s no pain to cause it
And no joy to make it

I wish your portrait will be an affront
Breath life into the ugly past you left

I wish I felt anything about you
After I gave your place away

I wish
But I don’t.